unintentional blogging break.
regularly scheduled programming will begin following irene's departure.
among other things, you'll find that you're not the first person who was ever confused and frightened and sickened by human behavior. you're by no means alone on that score, you'll be excited and stimulated to know. many, many men have been just as troubled morally and spiritually as you are right now. happily, some of them kept records of their troubles. you'll learn from them--if you want to. just as someday, if you have something of offer, someone will learn something from you. it's a beautiful reciprocal arrangement. and it isn't education. it's history. it's poetry.
the catcher in the rye
j. d. salinger
i, with a deeper instinct, choose a man who compels my strength, who makes enormous demands on me, who does not doubt my courage or my toughness, who does not believe me naive or innocent, who has the courage to treat me like a woman.
anais nin
as long as i live in manhattan, i should:

there is a low, guttural call in the pit of my stomach.
it is the desire to spend a night in a basement bar dancing to nothing but bob marley (or any music that came out of paris in the 1960's).
to leave the bar only when forced and wander the streets of lower manhattan in search of breakfast.
this is entirely doable, non?
who's in?
photo via.