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The Perfect Visit.

Last year in the middle of October my mom came for a visit. The weather was perfection. We ate lunch in the park every afternoon. And when I came home from school at night she was there waiting for me. And she was there when I woke in the morning. We walked along the Hudson and through the Conservatory Garden. We went to Sotheby's to see the Grace Kelly exhibit.

We gawked at the dresses. And the jewels.
And we shopped as all girls must. And I felt so protected and loved. She braved a week in New York City, which she hates, just to be with me. She went everyday to Fairway. And she made sure I had enough Tupperware. And we bought New Yorker magazine covers from the street venders by Time Warner just so I would have more in the apartment that felt like my own. She loved me as only a mother can at a time when I needed it most.
It's a year later and she's back. Though this time we're both technically in NJ and I can only see her for about 20 minutes in the morning before I leave to babysit and then 30 minutes before bed when I return from the daily sojourn to Brooklyn for class. But this go round I'm a bit happier and Ned's grip is a bit looser and that is due directly to her visit one year ago.
So tomorrow instead of Brooklyn, I'm gonna sojourn to Ikea. And I get to do it with my mom. And when I turn twenty-three on Saturday I get to do it with my mom.
I'm so, so lucky.

All I want for my birthday is a Bunny Cake.




And as luck would have it...my mom is coming to town. Tuesday in fact. Nothing beats time spent with your absolute best friend in the entire world. 

Not sure when the bunny cake tradition began, but it's carried on strong for over ten years now (oh, scary thought). So good. Two cakes in one. Best frosting ever. Candy. Oh, so much to look forward to...

I wish there wasn't an age limit on trick-or-treating.


Every year before my birthday we used to get a Halloween catalogue in the mail. Inside were pages and pages of the most beautiful costumes any little girl could ever dream of. So one year, weeks before my birthday, I began a campaign. Each day I pressed just a little bit harder for that gorgeous, puff of a gown that Belle had worn. Well, I guess in truth it was just an imitation, but it didn't matter. It was better. So much better. My birthday arrived. Gift after gift. No dress. And then there was one. I tore through the paper. Pulled back the tissue. And there it was. That hint of gold. A dream fulfilled. I don't know if I've ever felt so beautiful as when I got the chance to be Belle.



I'd give almost anything to be eight years old again. Holding my dad's hand. My brother by my side. Braving the unseasonably cold October air in pursuit of treat after treat. 

I used to think it was all about the candy. Now looking back, it was about so much more.