oh boy oh boy.

i was first drawn to blogging because i liked the optimistic slant of everything. 

i promised myself this would not be a place to air dirty laundry.

oh, but mmmmmmmm.

i am in a crabby mood.

and i am so over some stuff right now.

like the dirty dishes that pile up in the sink.  

over it.

and friends who make plans and then fail to follow through. 

over it.

and feeling like everyone at work hates me because i'm just trying to ensure we all do our job well. 

over it.

and yes i know i need to be a better listener. and yes i know sometimes i too bail. and yes i know i'm imperfect. 

so very imperfect.

so i'm working on it, okay?

but i need you to try to work on it too.


because i sure as hell hate feeling like i'm over everything

or blemishing the face of my blog-spot-lover with rants. i really hate that.

a c-jane inspired POST-EDIT (you know because she's taken to doing post-edits and i love that):

the dishes in the sink were cleaned (not by me) mere minutes after writing this, so perhaps i spoke too soon. then i got myself a thing of ice cream from the grocery store, set my laptop on the floor where it played 30 Rock (season one) via insta-netflix, and set about organizing all my under-the-bed-storage (cleaning and organizing are favorite activities of mine).  so the night turned out just fine and again life is la-la-laaaaaaokay.

oh and there might have been some beading go on too. and that's always good. 

image via sabino.