i'm feeling a little ...

hmm...

i don't know what i'm feeling this morning.

my ears are itching. allergies have taken hold.

my parents leave for morocco today. i wish i was with them.

i am missing home desperately.

and i'm scared.

(huh.

yup, that's it.

that's what i'm feeling).

overwhelmed by life itself.

oh, did i tell you that i'm leaving new york for the summer?

for three months.

i'm headed to a land many of you might have heard of:

utah?

yes, utah.

i'm going to find out about a life.

but more on that later.

for now i'm just thankful for meaningful breakfasts.

meaningful breakfasts are a better attempt at equilibrium than anything else i can think of (today at least).